Jesserene’s Blog

I know you’re always there
I can sense that you’ll never leave
I can see that you’re so much in love
Not for me, but for her

Besides all these
I still remain as a martyr
Feeling that it’s just okay
No matter how it crushed me into pieces

I always know that you’ll never be mine
I realized that you don’t notice me
I always remain invisible to you
Even if I’m always at your side

Why don’t you try to look?
Why don’t you try feel?
Why can’t you see me?
Am I that unnoticeable or you’re just so blind?

I keep on doing things I’ve never done before
I keep on telling words I’d never said
I keep on sacrificing imperable ones
Just for you, but I’m still a veto

Can’t you not see?
I’m hurt and hard up
But still I don’t give up
Still trying to keep up

I’m doing my best to hold on
Even if I know that there’s no chance
‘Coz what all I want is…
To have you even just a bit