Jesserene’s Blog

tsk…sayang yun oh…

sasabihin ko na sana eh

biglang may dumating

wrong timing!!!

kaasar!!!

hindi man lang tumagal

tsk…tsk…tsk…

pero yaan na…

I know that God has his purpose kung bat yun nangyari…

thankies…=))

All I thought was that it will be vivid forever. I thought it won’t die out. I thought I saw the right one.

But it seems that everything would be an upcoming sinister deep within my core. The affection I’m feeling is vanishing little by little as days approach and nights enfold me. I can hardly discern the real reason behind the coldness which forces the comfortable warmth to back-off from the battlefield. The warmth which gives me the vigor to fight even if it feels like there’s no chance in winning.

I really can’t figure out why does this dilemma happen. I can’t decipher whether it happens because I just don’t want you anymore or it happens because you can’t prove to me that you’re really sincere and you can’t prove to me that I’m the one.

I want us to fix this problem immediately before it will become worse. Your absence hurts me more than a knife protruding into my heart. It hurts not to see you around. It hurts not to talk to you. It hurts when I miss you. I miss you more than everything in this world. I have to admit, you’re really my weakness.

I don’t wanna lose this once in a lifetime chance. I hate losing the good memories we built up together in the past. I hate losing everything that I can have when I’m with you. Most especially, I hate losing you……

The day I met you was one of the best things that happened in my life. You give me an extraordinary feeling which will last until eternity. You filled me with moments which surely I’ll treasure forever. It’s amazing to think about how you make each day complete with just a simple appearance of you.

You showed me care which I never saw from anyone. You made me feel like I’m the most important person in this planet. You always ask me how I was feeling, you tell how much you love me, but above all, what matters most is how you turned me into a brand new person.

With all of these things, I sometimes ask myself up to when will this last? Will there be still the end of everything? Right now, I don’t know what’s the right answer. All I know is that no matter what happens, I’ll always be the same person you once met. I’ll never change and the love I feel for you will never fade away.

Je vous aime…….|) |” |}

Did you ever had an aspiration wherein, you had not given a chance to acquire it? Nearly all of us had experienced such a distress. But we should not relinquish no matter how intolerable the situation is. Being firm is the only way to attain our desire.

Sometimes, when we are already nearing our goal, horrible circumstances may occur and obstruct our rigid way. Thus, it may persuade us to renounce our faith that we will be able to attain it. Even if this will occur, never think about surrendering. Just think that these are like obstacles in a reality show in which the challengers should overcome in order to survive.

We often consider the people who are close to us as “friends”. They are the ones whom we share secrets with. They are our company wherever we are.

But, eventhough how close you are and eventhough how much you tell that you’re friends, if you don’t know what is the real “friendship” all about, everything will always be useless.

Friendship is the spirit wherein both of you trust each other no matter what happens and goes wrong along your way. Sometimes, you may encounter people who’ll tell you bad things about your friend. But as a friend, you shouldn’t believe on it unless you have already proven it yourself. Lack of trust on each other is the main reason why many friendships split apart. Also, you should not only be contented whenever you’re close and sharing secrets with each other. Instead, both of you should always be ready to lend a helping hand whenever either of you is down. Sometimes, problems cause friendships to break, but, as it is possible, you should let these problems bind your friendship stronger.

There are no other things in this world rather than love, care, and trust which will make us united in each and everyone’s heart as it leads into one and and forever binded friendship.

There are numerous people around us. Due to their enormous number, we sometimes don’t notice whether they can be really trusted or not. We just rely on somebody according to their outward show and on how they get along with you. And maybe, at times, we just be confident on someone for the sake of having more friends.

We just don’t know if the one whom we rely our whole being, will be the one who’ll devastate our existence, and thus, will make us regret eternally. We may regret for this immense stupidity, but never may we be able to retract it back into the beginning, where we once had a serene life.